Friday, July 27, 2007

When the going gets tough.....tough gets going







It is quite some time i wrote any blogs..... things are not at their best....


Last week was my birthday..the most memorable one i have ever celebrated,the most gloomiest one i have ever had in my entire life 21 years..i got my first arrear a day before my b`day and the paper was antenna..in way it sort of embarrassment for me and people around me..

my confidence has taken a little a back step..but i have learnt a few very important lessons in life...lethargic attitude can be so very expensive...

my parents especially are very disappointed but what pains me is the unconditional belief they have in me.... i could not stand before my parents asking money for revaluation for i have never put them in such a embarrassment before...

the obvious reason my parents say is that i got lethargic because i got placed..
a very conventional thought.....but i could not convince them...


i am losing interest in my project and i am feeling left behind ...i just hope that revaluation results come and clear me of this mess...but i am mentally prepared for everything..i am prepared to take the entire blame on me...i am solely responsible for my destiny....
people tell me i may be able to clear the paper on revaluation....

i just hope that the worst part is over...i better learn my lessons in my life quickly and move ahead to a better side of life....at least it had helped me remove all the redundant thoughts in my mind....

its time that i regain my identity , i need to define my self....i need carve my own niche .....

there is no better opportunity than this.....

some day things will be get brighter...and i will be oozing with confidence ,success and whole lot of bunch of Friends around me...i know that things are not going my way
but i believe in him,...him alone..and i am sure he will lead me to the ultimate goal..

some day i will be able to put the best show and be the best and there will be a day when people will look up to me....i am thirsty for success..i am longing for it for my entire life..... hope there will be a bright sunshine behind this dark clouds....

hope is life and life is hope.....

hoping for better tomorrow ,
Karthick.S